My insomnia has returned. I find myself awake in the darkness and my heart is hammering against my ribs. Next to me Mr C sleeps on, his rhythmic breathing helping to calm me down. I’m not alone. I ... Read More
This Wednesday (26th June) I will be having my bowel cancer surgery, if all goes to plan. I can’t describe the sheer terror I am feeling. My mind keeps going to dark places and I find myself trying ... Read More
Before I was formally diagnosed with bowel cancer I had been struggling for a while. On bad days I would be going to the toilet over 12 times a day. Twice, I very nearly had an accident, both times ... Read More
Do you have a friend or family member who is going through chemotherapy? Do you want to reach out but you aren’t sure what to say? Well, hopefully I can help. Firstly, I have written a couple of posts ... Read More
At the end of February, I was diagnosed with bowel cancer. Fellow cancer patients can tell you the exact date and time that they received their cancer diagnosis, I can’t remember the exact date. That ... Read More
